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Believe I died during the night. Woke twice: first time around 2am (streetlight on, no traffic) to tremendous pain across chest, like electrical shock between nipples. Fell back asleep. Woke again at 9:15am. Cat sitting on pillow beside my face, staring. Seemed very surprised when I moved.

Had shower, made breakfast (weetbix with berry yoghurt, very nutritious), sat to watch morning news when I noticed: very cold, distant feeling. Ground tilting like deck of yacht. Something wrong. Hand flat on chest - no heartbeat. Checked pulse in neck and wrist. Confirmed. Very strange.

Also noticed: only breathing when conscious of breathing. Can inhale and exhale when I want, but if not thinking about it, simply do not breathe. No pain from lack of air.

Checked blinking. Confirmed, I still blink. Don't want to look weird when out shopping.

Have made appointment with doctor re: no breathing thing. In meantime, picked up new electronica album: Rustie - Glass Swords. Very fun, reminiscent of Mike Oldfield but with more bass. Review soon to come. Spoiler alert: 4/5.

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EDIT - Just to clarify, this is the start of an ongoing fiction piece. I didn't really have a heart attack last night, sheesh.

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  1. Adam Rudd says

    Very cool. I love the journal style too

  2. Tom Fowler says

    Dude, that album is THE SHIT.



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